QT - lyrics "Hold me Jesus"

Artist: Rebecca St. James
Album: Pray
Title: Hold Me Jesus

Sometimes my life just don't
Make sense at all
When the mountains look
So big, and my faith
Just seems so small
And I wake up in the night
And feel the dark
It's so hot inside my soul
There must be blisters
On my heart

You know, we all feel this way at times. The "mountains" are so big. We need our faith to cross them ... or move them if they can be moved. I need to continue to build my faith in God. He will be the only one that really counts in the end. When I wake up at night do I feel the dark? Yes, sometimes I do. Sometimes I feel so alone in the world, yet I am no longer part of the world. I am an outsider. I do not live like most people do. Of course, I am not perfect. There is always something to correct or improve on.

Hold me Jesus
I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace
Hold me Jesus
Cause I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't you be my Prince of Peace

Shaking like a leaf. Wow, I am so full of fears. I need my King, my Prince, my Jesus. He will hold me when I am cold and when I am weary. Sometimes I can imagine him hugging me and holding me to keep my heart warm. So I don't get bitter and cold again. So I can see the wonderous things that God has created in my life.
repeat 1st verse)

Surrender don't come naturally to me
I'd rather fight you for something
I don't really want, than
Take what you give that I need
Surrender don't come naturally to me
And I beat my head against so many walls
Now I'm falling down, I'm falling on my knees

Surrender doesn't come easy to me either. I need to do that though. Surrender to God, allow him to heal my heart and soul. To heal my mind and body. Well, I've beat my head against enough walls... I am on my knees. I am in need of His healing powers. I will continue to pray for this.
Saying hold me Jesus
Please hold me Jesus
Hold me Jesus
I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't you be my Prince of Peace
Hold me Jesus
Cause I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't you be my Prince of Peace

My Prince of Peace (3X)
Hold me Jesus (4X)

This song is so true. I need Jesus to hold me when I am down. I need to continue to pray for those in need. I need to continue to pray for Will and the kids. Praying for Caitlynn's heart to stay focused on God. For Will to get a better job, where he can be less stressed. For Will to see God's love for him. For Angel and Tanis to see God in their lives.

There is so much to pray for. God will heal my heart and shine in my life.